Today was good, but tonight, I miss him. I miss him so much. I should forget about him, becuase he's not what I need, but he's what I want. He's who I love, who I want to always love, who I will always love, who's baby I'm having, who's baby I'll always love, and who I wish would also love the baby. haha, I give out crappy advice to people about moving on, getting over him, getting over her, but here i am, crying over someone who obviously only cares about himself. If he really loves me, like he says he does, he would love everything that is of me, and of us, and of what I thought was love.  I don't know why I miss him so much, but I hope the pain will go away soon. I wish everything would have been different.